Yesterday I was so incredibly hurt I could barely function, but as of now it's almost as if a switch has been flipped. Life continues...I'm sad, but in a fading, almost numb sort of way. I don't know if this is just a phase or what. And I'm dreading going in to work tomorrow because I'm not sure if seeing him will make me cry... *has a sneaking suspicion that it will* Only time will tell, I suppose. >.<
I don't know about you all, but talking about this whole situation makes me depressed. I'd much rather talk about happy things...strange things...deranged things, like Calvin and Hobbes. :D How does that sound?
How about some quotes to kick things off?
Weekends don't count unless you spend them doing something completely pointless.
A little rudeness and disrespect can elevate a meaningless interaction to a battle of wills and add drama to an otherwise dull day.
It's psychosomatic. You need a lobotomy. I'll get a saw.
That's the difference between me and the rest of the world! Happiness isn't good enough for me! I demand euphoria!
You know, Hobbes, some days even my lucky rocketship underpants don't help.
((Side note...I want some lucky rocketship underpants. XD))
I have a hammer! I can put things together! I can knock things apart! I can alter my environment at will and make an incredible din all the while! Ah, it's great to be male!
Grittens. Mah name ees Kahlfin. Heer yor lunboks. Hoffa goot tay askool.
I'm not dumb. I just have a command of thoroughly useless information
"My powerful brain has come up with a topic for my paper"
"I'll write about the debate over Tyrannosaurs. Were they fearsome predators or disgusting scavengers?"
"Which side will you defend?"
"Oh, I believe they were fearsome predators, definitely."
"They're *so* much cooler that way"
I go to school, but I never learn what I want to know.
"I'm never gonna get married. Are you?"
"Hmm...I suppose if the right person came along, I might. Someone with green eyes and a nice laugh, who I could call 'Pooty Pie'."
"Or bitsy pookums."
"I think that would affect my stomach a lot more than my heart."
"Bitsy pookums I'd say. Yes snoogy woogy, she'd reply..."
And, last but certainly not least...
"Since September it's just gotten colder and colder. There's less daylight now, I've noticed too. This can only mean one thing - the sun is going out. In a few more months the Earth will be a dark and lifeless ball of ice. Dad says the sun isnt going out. He says its colder because the earth's orbit is taking us farther from the sun. He says winter will be here soon.
Isn't it sad how some people's grip on their lives is so precarious that they'll embrace any preposterous delusion rather than face an occasional bleak truth?"
:D Hope I made someone smile...I certainly made myself grin over here!
Your emotionally confused hostess,